Perhaps there are two of me. Looking at myself as lower self/higher self is nothing new. Now I am beginning to wonder is there a conscious me in dreamland and a conscious me in mundane reality? If so, am I as dismissive of his intrusions (his dreams?) in my waking state as he is when I appear in his realms.
Perhaps, my goal should be to contact this other me face to face. Can I program myself somehow to recognize just that situation and focus on the other me? Should the goal be to merge with this person so we each become lucid in the other's world? Would that create a more fully integrated magician or severe mental illness?
I have a feeling that I am about to find out.