Harsh Magick

Today, I did some magick, in the hour of Mars on the day of Saturn. Such work is foreign to my practice. However, from time to time, there is a need. To ignore that need, is to invite ruin through imbalance. Human Towers of Pisa are rare indeed. 

I am completely comfortable with my work. Though, a little uncomfortable with the amount of power used. I may have used a howitzer to take out a doll house. Between my tech and long practice, Pan and Jason's tech, it would appear certain doors have opened. 

I can not compare it to a loss of innocence more a nod to reality that I've resisted making for a long time. Sovereignty means just that and nothing less. The upside is that I know, as of this moment, I shall not fall into the trap of repeating such works often. There is no joy in these things, no sense of self-awe. There is always a bit of awe in the sheer magick but that is not the same as being enamoured by a specific working. I shall be watchful for such occurrences. 

Oddly, I banished using the Susan Boyle video. That brings me joy and is a long way from the work just completed.