Also on Wednesday, Frater RO accused me of being a hypocrit because I changed my mind on thaumaturgy. I argue that a hypocrit espouses one thing but does not adhere to his words. A magician, on the other hand, must be able to change by definition.
Wednesday night, I did the Stavish meditation. Once again, I had a hard night. Am I not ready? Or is this a final burning away?
Thursday night, we read chapter 2 of the Book of the Law.