I have had a bad back week. I believe this is from three causes. I missed a chiropractic appointment. I haven't opened myself up to the MM or the painted talisman to make myself feel better because I am a dumb ass. And, I have a bad back. It will just go out sometimes.
Once this week, I felt emotionally fragile, near tears. The emotion didn't really have a name. It wasn't that specific but it was loud. The pain wasn't so bad except for in one spot. I have felt that emotional place before when it hurt in that particular spot on the spine.
Today, I am in a lot of pain. That place in my back that caused the nameless emotion hurts but other places too. Yet today, I feel love for humanity in a big way. It is that huge compassionate love I have been writing about under the name compassion but compassion is too small a word.
There has to be something about the nerves in my back that can create different emotions. This one is pretty cool.