Friday, August 1, 2008

I Am but Not as I Was

Today, I had a vision. It involved the joining of a symbol used in a Golden Dawn elemental initiation and a portion of a banishing ritual. The two images suddenly become one and I understood. I was near tears but of sadness or joy I don't know. I feel like I have dramatically changed. I have lost something. I have gained something. I am more 'in balance' yet not fully understanding makes me feel less so. I am younger, older and different. I am not the same as I was.

(Picture from entitled Persistance of Vision from (


Yannick said...


I came across your blog while searching for reviews on Between the Gates by Mark Stavish.

There's some interesting stuff here. :) I read in one of your posts that you used to be a non-visualized yourself. Having had trouble with this for YEARS, I would be very interested to find out how you overcame this.

In Light,

Frater BH said...

Thank you for reading and your comments. For what it is work, I'd recommend the Stavish book. I will post in answer to your question. Stay tuned.

-- Fr POS