Today, as I sat here, I felt extreme love, not just for my friends but for everyone. It was peace and joy and a wonder. It didn't come with hyper-awareness or knowledge of some arcane thing. Love, just love. Then suddenly, I was distracted and it was gone.
Yet, I know what I felt was deeper and stronger than my last brush with my higher self but not as lingering. I am not sure what that contradiction means.
Later in the day, someone popped my balloon. This is the second time this has happened. I feel like I reached a new level and someone comes along quickly and deflates me. This time though, there was not a hint of an ego problem. I am not sure why the universe poked at me. Many any ego at all is a problem but I have a hard time believing that. Egos are necessary.
My mentor warned me that the higher I rose the more often I'd find people trying to intentionally drag me down. In my case, intentionally is the wrong word but I do understand his meaning.
Edit: I realized after posting this that that love didn't go away. I can still access it. Maybe that was the lesson. The ego pokes do not matter. Maybe not.
Edit: I realized after posting this that that love didn't go away. I can still access it. Maybe that was the lesson. The ego pokes do not matter. Maybe not.
2 comments:
This is precious stuff. How? How? How?
Can you say more about being able to access Love at will? what about the process, man?
Not that I am trying to muscle in on your vibration but we could REALLY USE some insights about technique over here. (Perhaps just generalizing from your system, since some of us use different/other systems?
thanks much
It will fade with time, ebb and flow etc. I am hoping it will solidify.
I am actually working on an e-book on the Manifestation Meditation that covers the necessary background. I do have an editor on board already. I expect it to be about 100 pages.
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