Due to a lack of sleep one recent night, I called upon my Nephesch. I ordered it to take the energy that kept me awake, give me a peaceful sleep and then fill me with the energy as I woke. I was obeyed. I felt like I had discovered something. This exercise was repeated the next day.
One word: Mistake
Since then behaviors have arisen that I have avoided for some time. Defense by attack being the main one. At this point, the defense is unnecessary. Silliness!
I learned these behaviors come from the Nephesch rather than the automatic personality. I also know that if I draw on the power of the lower soul it gains influence. This also means that I use the power of the Nephesch on purpose with a mindset towards getting in control of that influence. I can basically set a trap for myself. Eventually, I will gain strength and put my lower soul to my use rather than being dragged around by it. Even though that only happens occasionally now, I feel this is worth pursuing.
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Doesn't tell me much.
what do you want to know?
I go through bouts of vivid dreams for weeks on end, which basically just keeps me from getting any kind of resting sleep. The kicker is that I tend to not be able to recall any of the dreams except for maybe the very last thing I saw. I wake up still tired and generally distraught. I feel like my nephesch is processing something but isn't making it fully conscious, most likely do to my ruach. So I ask regarding your post, what exactly are you ordering your nephesch to do?
May I suggest speaking to your higher self and saying something like this, "Immortal Soul, please help me grow spiritually. Please teach me what I am supposed to learn from these dreams." or "Ruach, please help me understand our Nephesch."
I was ordering my Nephesch to take all the energy that kept me up and let me sleep and then give me that energy back in the morning. That was not a successful experiment.
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