A while back I asked the Druid for a bit of perspective. He did his magic and returned with a task for me to complete. I embarked upon said task only to find the problem to all but disappear. The other techniques I've been doing have worked just fine. So good that I forget the journey already in motion.
This is dangerous.
Never ever do magick and then turn your back to it. You may as well test pogo sticks in a minefield.
I am getting back on task.
I am still working on this. The knot of 'anti-forgiveness' in my belly is tough. It feels literally physical. Letting go is hard work but I know later, I will describe it as the easiest thing in the world and wonder why others can't do it too.