Overruled may be too strong a word. I am sure I could be afraid if I wanted to be and some parts of me are. However, today we learned the news at work that many of us are facing a twenty percent pay cut. This coming so close to my Bune working seems to be a poor omen.
Tonight, I entered the temple room, held lamen in a hand and had a chat. The lamen isn't really necessary but for some reason my HGA's voice becomes deeper. At any rate, I was told that the Bune working was successful and I need to be patient.
S/HE/IT also told me that part of solidifying my spiritual experience now revolved opening my heart, expanding to let all others in. As a cranky-ass Leo, that isn't easy? But who said magick and growth were supposed to be easy? No one.