Related Changes

Something is suddenly changing or maybe not so suddenly. I am going to record the things I have noticed of late. To me they are disjointed but somehow related.

• I see people arguing and disputing in a friendly way. In the past, I jumped in. Now, I have nothing to say.
• I have noticed the prevalence of rape in the mythology of the Old Testament, the Greeks and the Romans. Few seem to stand against it.
• I have two Christian friends that are spiritually involved in my life. One is She of Spirit whom I did the soul reading for. The other is the Disciple of Christ. 
• I am rarely angry.
• The Psychic (another friend) told me Isis wanted to chat with me. When I meditated on Her, she chewed me out. "I was the first goddess to contact you. You have my image tattood on your back...[why haven't you called?].
• My work output at my job has suddenly and dramatically increased, along with my skill level.
• I am hanging around people that work more intuitively than ever before. I used to work with the traditionally trained.
• Criticisms are no longer owned wholesale. I consider and accept or reject now. An example is the guy bashing me for helping the Asperger kids. Though, mom set him straight in the comments to the last post.
• There is a very 'present' vital place on the astral where I can go now. Though, it still doesn't feel like projection, which I have only done a few times. This place is only to be visited with purpose. Junkets are not...correct? right? proper? You get what I mean.
• It seems the priests of Christ threaten people with hell after death. Those of Paganism seem to have lead me there in this life.
• All of my magick has been healing work for quite some time.
• I like people more yet can walk away from them easier.
• Fear, angst and other emotions are less prevelant.
• There are no rules to magick, just keys and natural flows.
• Working with the sun makes me an asshole. No other planet has that effect.
• I find different perspectives fascinating and see how limiting they all are. 
• I am teaching people occult things without trying to.
• I do strange things like throw healing light up above my house and inviting friends to take it. I also am making two overcoming obstacle candles for friends. These will not be done as a ceremonial magician.
• My magick is less and less experimental now as I know what I can do.
• I am baffled as to why people have read this far.

Regarding my last post. Jack explained that Venus was conjunct with Saturn that night. Maybe I was just dreaming that. 

Asperger's Update:

"[The less healthy one] is a whole new kid. He pays attention now and does what he is told." Despite criticism that there is nothing from the kid perspective in this work, I feel that any kid wants to be yelled at less by mom and wants to get along at some level. How many kids like mom being upset with them?