The other day, I posted about how Saturn was kicking my ass.
The odd thing is that I feel down, experience certain thought patterns, realize that they are old bullshit thought patterns, and discard them. I then bounce to a better state. It is like I keep reliving who I was but in tiny disposable allotments. As Lon DuQuette once told me, "I am glad I am not that guy anymore!" Most of these examples are external but on occasion I see it in the behavior of others.
This is fun, in a temporarily painful sort of way.
I received a sign last night that it is getting time for more path walking. I will do that soon.
Mom has been ill. Last night the kids noticed and put themselves to bed early. It was the first time they ever put themselves to bed at all and they did it out of kindess to their mother. This is a long way from waking them up and hearing, "I hate you," as their first words.
This is why I ignored the words of the commenter a few posts ago. Harming them indeed!