Saturday, November 26, 2011

Not Quite Right

There is a difference between those things that one knows intellectually and one knows intimately. I have finally reached somewhat of a clue. I know it more deeply than intellectually but I don't have an intimate knowledge of it yet. That is because it is right but not quite right. it is like having a key that almost turns a lock.

Another's opinion of me does not matter. Where someone (anyone) thinks I am as a magician, spiritual person or just a human is of no use. I will no longer pay tribute to those that hide missteps of their own or others by reflecting it back to my progress on my path.

What matters is who I am right now.

What matters is what I am right now.

What matters is how fully I manifest myself and Myself (Greater Neschemah).

Other people's weaknesses are not a reflection of my own. They may own what is theirs.

If someone needs to hide something, that is a reflection of their guilt or insecurity, not my spirit. This is true no matter how much their believe their own blinds. Sincerity and depth of perception are not equivalents.

I will allow them to return to their own vomit again and again.

The only thing that matters is following my own spirit. It is the only way I can serve.

2 comments:

nutty professor said...

This is very helpful to me. Like you, I am striving to Be Myself in ways that I never imagined. It is interesting to be in the present.

Tell me, how you do this without "pushing" it? How to Be without doing, studying, acting or asking someone else, "what should I do in order to follow/be my Spirit?"

Omg I think I just did that. Shit!

Robert said...

Well, one of the clues is what you have always wanted to do or always striven to do. Someone recently told me that I always try to do the right thing. So, if I am deliberating avoiding that, I stop. I have always wanted to write, so I am working on writing etc.