Sunday, February 3, 2013


I am an emotional guy. I am more comfortable expressing them than most men are. I feel no shame in being angry, happy, spiritual or any other emotion. I have nothing to hide. Historically, my emotions have had a downward arc. I have been more often neutral to down than in the emotionally up range.

The other day, I was doing the advanced manifestation meditation and I was very clearly told what I am expected to do on a daily basis.
  • I am to read up on becoming a life coach and pursue that goal.
  • I am to write the MM book and the triangle ritual paper
  • I am to do things around the house from cleaning to throwing things out so I can sell this place and move on with my life. 
I am to allot a half hour a day to these tasks. I have interpreted that to mean 1.5 hours a day doing any combination of the above. Immediately, I implemented those instructions. I have been having a blast since because I have done the following:
  • Hired a life coach under the theory that if I want to be one, I ought to have gone through the process.
  • Hired a writing tutor/editor. I see her biweekly
  • I have met the above goals every day since.
My energy levels are through the roof. There is a smile on my face. I even boogie a little walking down the street. The test came this weekend. I received some news that anyone in my position would find sad. In the past, such a thing would have scrambled my emotional cookies. This time, I was sad and a bit hurt. I thought about it for a while and then I thought, isn't there something I need to be doing? Boom! Back to happy mode.

Following your soul has many benefits. This is just one. 

EDIT: I am also supposed to meditate daily.


Yvonne Chireau said...

This is the best thing I have read today. You are living it! You are the creator of your life and your happiness. Me too. Now imagine being this way for the rest of your life. It gets even better

gareth said...

great post!