Sometimes, learning something new makes me feel dense. It really shouldn’t. We all learn in our own time. That doesn’t change my perception that I should have learned it sooner. I have never claimed in this space to be a mental genius. I strive only to fully manifest spirit. That is only interrupted by a little thing I’ve been trained to call the ego, which I now call the little personality.
At some point last night or this morning, I realized that I have the perfect teacher, my HGA. All I have to do is pray and ask for instruction and it is provided. My little personality has nothing to figure out about what I should and shouldn’t do to learn more. All I have to do is ask and it will be given. Today, I asked. I am sure this is out of order.
How can I hold the faith the Magus of Strovolos has in the divine?
Pray. Have this symbol by you but pray through it. Do not become an idolater and worship the symbol. See through it as an image of your understanding a focal point.
I looked at this symbol in my mind’s eye for a bit and understood. Immediately the image changed. The new symbol was explained to me like this.
The circle is the Divine, Its Beingness. The inverted pentagram is what I am doing now. Manifesting the spirit the balanced elements in earthly life. The triangle reflects an adoring practice of the One, the Helpful Deity and Hermes. Ceremonial magicians and their linear forms! I am so glad I am not a cryptographer! The coloring was mine as the lines without the red triangle color were simply a mess to look at.
You must buy new clothes. This is not a want but a need. Never mind the money. Just like the removal of aspartame has impacted your body and spirit so too will this. Buy high quality footwear.
You have always noticed that the flaw in the GD system is that there is no health component. The body is virtually ignored. To move and improve your body is your work in ZAM. You are not there yet but such work is not always linear. Begin now.
It is time to apply yourself to GD studies again. Turn off the ball games. Again, you will be happier in this and this will help your spirit, just like removing aspartame. It is also important for [censored]*.
She is what you think she is. [This is in regards to the Gentle Soul.]
I will continue to show you past lives. Yes, they are real past lives. Like everything else, your understanding and perception of them will grow.
Trust in your silence. Have complete trust in it.
* There are a few things about my life that I feel it is best to keep off the blogs. This wouldn't be any big deal to 99% of readers but it could put me in a maelstrom with folks that do not normally comment here.