I am finding living with a non-obsessessed non-pissed off mind quite interesting. It is strange having a brain that can choose what to focus on and what not to focus on. Strange indeed.
I also find it strange reading the blogs. I recently read something RO posted on the Golden Dawn. Some things he said I agreed with others not. My main reaction was this: YAWN
Kenaz posted something that I whole heartedly agreed with. My reaction: YAWN
Jason defended the Golden Dawn (a bit) and called RO short within his comments section. My reaction: YAWN
While I know some of these folks better than others, I respect all of them. And still: YAWN
I've really enjoyed debating and vigorous defense and advocacy of ideas. Yet, I'm not drawn to any part of the recent discussions. Some things have happened at work over the past week that would have pissed me off big time not two weeks ago. Now my reaction is, you guessed it: YAWN
I am not an outdoors guy nor, due to my back, am I physically active. But I spent a week in the back yard working my ass off making the place prettier. My old reaction: UGH My new reaction: FUN!
Actualizing Spirit is indeed a life changing experience over the short term. I'm not sure how it will play out over the long term.
I cannot preach about it. I cannot really speak about it. I can only feel it and live it. Spirit is not such a bad place to be.