Thursday, January 15, 2009

Enochian Conclusions

A few days ago I reported that we had contacted all the vertical and horizontal angels on the Tablet of Union. So far, in no particular order, my conclusions are these:
  • The system as Lon teaches it works for me. I do achieve an altered state of awareness.
  • I have seen no evidence that the spirits I am contacting are external in nature. I could easily see them as psychological constructs. I do know there are spirits in general that exist independently from myself. I simply have not experienced these in a manner where I would definitely say they are external.
  • Xcai was the only entity that really bothered me. I wonder if that means he is problematic or I have an air problem. I am convinced of the former but have not reached a conclusion into the latter.
  • The spells I do with Enochian will remain private for now.
  • Hcoma seemed to have the greatest effect upon me.
  • The fire pair (Bitom and Paam) seem to be in natural conflict. This ties in with the severe and merciful King of the fire tablet having the same name, when all the others have two names. I was also oddly at peace the day or two after discovering that. I will have to explore those two a bit more.
  • I want to put Enochian away for a short while and work on some of my other skrying to keep a balance. However, I'd like to do the King of the Water tablet solo before that happens.
  • I am wondering if odd things happen when one keeps the temple set up in place for so long. No, I am not going to elaborate on that for now. I want to wait and see. Then I will give a full report.

2 comments:

Rose Weaver said...

"I have seen no evidence that the spirits I am contacting are external in nature. I could easily see them as psychological constructs. I do know there are spirits in general that exist independently from myself. I simply have not experienced these in a manner where I would definitely say they are external."

I find this an incredibly interesting observation. The one "spirit" I've had direct contact with also may have been a psychological construct, and while I experienced Her more internally, I can say that, somehow, I knew She was also an external force of some sort.

I continue to read your posts with great interest. I learn much from them.

Frater BH said...

Thank you Rose. That was kind of you to say. I am glad you are getting something from my blog. Sometimes, I feel it is an exercise in arrogance to think this is serving some purpose for others. It is nice to know it is helping someone.