It has been a while since I did the MM as designed, calmly patiently and asking for nothing. I did that last night.
I got hammered fast. I was immediately thrown into memories of the break up of my last relationship and with given instances with my former mentor. I didn't sleep last night very well and today was very sad.
I have no idea if this stems from me alone or a bit of cyber magick I spotted recently. The latter seems a bit paranoid and arrogant but I cannot deny the thump I received when I viewed it nor my day today. This is just a speculation.
The real work has to do with what I've experienced in the last twenty-four hours. I am unsure of what I am being taught.