Last night, I felt like one feels after a good initiation. My brain was cracked open a bit. Nothing negative mind you, just a like one is open. I went to bed like that and was in an initiation ritual dream. There was someone, Buddhist like in charge. Someone else tried to advance in the initiation but was held back by two women bearing swords. They pointed as someone filled a large class jar, of the dimensions of a large seven day candle, with orange wax.
yes, I get the hint. More work with Hod to balance out my mercury issues.