The upside is that I am much more refreshed upon waking.
In doing some more reading of the material, I find myself to be disappointed with myself. Though, that isn't the right word. I want to say I haven't worked hard enough to experience the sephiro and paths in a more direct way. But, I know I work hard. Perhaps, I am realizing that work has either been misdirected or is in need of redirection.
This should not be taken as a post of emotional angst. I am quite comfortable with me. I just know there is so much more.